Thing is ... I can't regret what I've done, be it my part in fighting these horrors or in protecting my work.  Even the nasty bits, not when fighting at that scale, I did what was required because here we are.

If it meant never working, that would be sad, but I still would not regret it.

However, it was referred to as a 'hex' recently, and in the practical sense that's true.  But there was no method it's about how these people made me feel.  To fix it, they need to make me feel better about that or yes it will continue to ravage their works and franchises, devouring unto company whole.

As seen.

They need to undo the damage done to my career and just stop fucking with me, and the happier that makes me will undo the curse.  It's hard to explain and I don't always understand it myself, but the world and fates take very good care of me.

It has a consistent pattern, so much so I could bank on it when I did.  That's how you undo it.  If I'm vested in hollywood, I'll seek its survival but if not ... why the hell would I after all this !?  So far it's shown me a lot of personal reasons why it shouldn't and I'll never be part of it anyway so fuck it.

I'd rather make movies, I've got a lot to say.  But if that's where it ends, no I can not regret my actions nor decisions.

But I can apologize where maybe I was too mean at the time, I was working with literally nothing and add a stubbed toe.  No idea what the hell I was doing, just that I had to do it, if even just for Pipsiveya.