I understand what you're saying but let's not forget what happened to the last who was what you thought He should be. After torturing Him, then pinning Him on the hill, your chosen symbol of His sacrifice for you was carried forth around the western world as a symbol of conquest.
Forced conversions, crusades, the Reformation, modern slavery, modern Satanism, etcetera. The past two thousand years spent establishing totalitarian control, with His moment of suffering at the fore, not as a symbol of respect but as a warning.
This is what we do to those who challenge us. This is what we do to your 'Saviors'. This is what we will do to You.
While unleashing your Hell on Earth over the bodies of you children they raped.
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This is why I am not like Him, and no, we will not go public with it. I will compete my mission. That is all. This is why I was chosen for it.
Because I my most Holy Friend, am no fucking hippy. Some say He wasn't the One, but the anti, citing the horrors which followed Him, performed in His Name, including your very own church with its conspicuous pedophile cover-ups.
For centuries. For slavery. For the Holocaust. For living in a city of gold, worshiping an idol commemorating the time you tortured God's only Son, to death.
It's not I who has something to learn from the church but the other way around. So Repent. And return you To God. I know I'm not what you hoped for, and there is a good reason for it.
Because God is Wise.
You had your chance with mister nice guy and you blew it, grown decadent and vain in the long time awaiting His return and Surprise :) !
Now it's all stick.
Sorry it had to be you at this time, representing such evil which preceded your own life for so long, waiting for the return of a King no one really believed was coming back. But it had to be somebody, and I'm sure it was you for a reason.
Let's hope it's a good one. Because no I have not forgotten the Vatican's crimes, which you now represent, as a man, to me. From a city of gold.
No one beyond the readers here and now will know who I am, beyond being just another screenwriter. My symbol will not be carried forth by your servants, and I will not be used by you for PR. Quiet job, in and out, nobody knows a thing.
Because that's who God chose to hire.
